There seems to be some kind of hidden stress that is pinning me down, making me anxious and flustered without any reason. Sometimes I feel so unsettled and uncomfortable it makes me want to bite something. Perhaps its my new vocation, being super classified, I can't tell you how shitty it is. Oh wait, I just did.
It has been far too long since I had any one-on-one talk with anyone. I did however, felt better when I told Avier some stuffs and I'm actually quite proud of myself that I could pluck enough courage to do it, or rather, not feel anything anymore. I said this before but somehow many recent things in life have changed me inside out, I think I'm beginning to pamper and cherish myself more. No more torturing myself. It feels good to tell someone troubles that you can't tell anyone else.
OMG I must get that album from Crystal Kay. Recently I am totally devoid of music and I am getting cranky. Dissidia's OST didn't really got me hooked and I'm starving for new material. However, it did provide me with a new inspiration for a new song. It's something I've never done before, perhaps not a lot of people will like it, but its not for them to judge it anyways lol.
I haven't drank in quite a while. I want to drink a let loose again, I was hoping I could do it on New Year's Eve, but its better for me to spend it with my family? I'm not really sure. You guys got any plans?
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19 on 9/11
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Ponyland
WISHLIST
A totally pointless section.
A band
Anything Yellow
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