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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

What is this?

I slept at 5am in the morning, only to wake up at 9am BY MISTAKE? Like what the hell, why did I do that for? I wasn't wearing glasses, so I mistook my clock reading as 5.## instead of 9.##. Furthermore, I told myself it was Thursday and I regretted waking up so late. So I rushed to the toilet and ran past my mother's room clock, which briefly showed me as 9.##. Of course I stopped and asked my mother what time it was and embarrassingly, it was still 9am in the morning. lol. So I went back to sleep.

Now its 2pm in the afternoon, expected time to wake up. But I woke up...wanting to cry my heart out. Why...why did I dream such a dream? And within this time period of what...5 hours? Its insanely ridiculous.

I dreamt that a lot of SCC people were at my house having a sleepover. I dreamt of Ken getting frustrated at the girls for not giving him space to sleep, so he asked if he could sleep in my room. Then I asked Qiuyun where were you, she said you went home together with another person, the person I most dreaded you'd be with and you two were sleeping at your house! I know its a dream, but I could feel myself crying in my room alone...and no one cared. I went to the living room and saw Ziqin, she offered to listen to me but all I did was cry. I cried so much that she began to scold me.

That's when I realized. Yes, even in dreams I can begin to realize stuff. I realize that I truly don't have anyone to talk to about my problems. Other problems, yes, I can talk to other people. But when it comes to problems about you, I'm so scared. So scared there's no one for me to share it with. I woke up with a heavy heart. Although I tell myself its ok you go with other people, I really wish sometimes you would know how much it pain it would do to me. But I can't stop you, really.

I don't feel like going anywhere today.

I'm so sorry its another emo post. Its just that I really need to post this dream of mine. I just have to...before I go off.

Just Because
1:51 PM

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