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Monday, September 29, 2008

YOU WANT A RESPONSE? I'LL GIVE U A RESPONSE.

I DON'T NEED SHIT. I DON'T NEED SHIT LIKE THIS. FROM ANYONE. I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS ON MY OWN. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON IN THE WORLD ON WHY I SHOULD BE FEELING GUILTY BUT I DO. I FUCKING DO. HAPPY?

Sometimes I care too much about what other people think about me it totally blinds me from the fact that its not me who needs to change, but the people around me. I am being who I want to be and I don't see a reason to change for ANYONE.

OH YEAH IF YOU ONLY KNEW THE TRUTH. THE COLD HARD TRUTH. I'D BET YOU WOULD SMILE. I BET YOU WILL SMILE SO HARD. Seriously I can't take this shit. I'm tired, I'm pissed and I need a shot of vodka to keep me sane.

Some people have it so easy, yet they think they are the suffering the hardest. I don't proclaim myself as one who is suffering a lot, but I do go through enough to know some things aren't just worth getting so emotional for. Do you know I can't even tell this person "I love you" because it would ruin my whole life? Do you know how how hard it feels to talk to yourself becuase NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR? Forgive me, but I believe you have it easy. You have no idea, bud. You have no idea.

I am so glad I have a choice to not EVER EVER see both of your faces again. But I rather not.

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I don't know why these two things come up at a time when I'm so tired and rest-needy.

YOU TWO. YOU TWO AS ADULTS. BIG FAT FRICKING ADULTS; SHOULD LEARN TO COMMUNICATE. It's so shameful as someone younger like me has to wake both of you up by screaming my head off, only then you will realize you are making a FOOL out of yourselves. I was ready. I was ready to leave, ready to leave and hide away. Praise the lord you two didn't start anything. You want to break up? Ok fine, but don't pull me into this mess you two made coz I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I used to, but now I am old enough to know what is worth hanging on to and what needs to be left alone. If it comes, it comes, I'm ready for it. I think.

Sorry guys, you have to see this. I never been a person to speak out my mind when needed, but when I do, I hurt people. I need a drink. Now.

Just Because
8:49 PM

QUACK

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