These past few days have been totally hectic, due to certain factors that have kept me incredibly busy. In short, IM SO SHAGGED BEYOND BELIEF. I want to like sleep for a 100 days. Wait, that would make people think I'm in a coma. Ok no, 20 hours would do.
As I mentioned in my previous blog entry, I was working for 8 days straight. Ok, fine, its not as long as a lot of people, but it was so tiring. The people there were really nice though, so I managed to work without any trouble. Someone was sick and oh so STUBBORN. Only know how to act man! LOL. Make me worried until I had bad dreams. Please get well soon.
Immediately after the end of my 8 day work was my Annual SCC Camp. Being a very good and hardworking (lol bullshit) alumni, I chose to stay a little earlier to help everyone out. Although sometimes I feel more like a member. I always feel I would be more easily forgotten like I was taken for granted since I'm always there. I always try my best to attend, no matter how boring it can be, coz I know I have friends there. Friends who mean a lot to me now, although I can't predict the future. I know I'm loved, so I try hard not to think too much about it.
Camp on the whole was quite fun for me, although not as fun as the previous years. I saw a lot of people again. I missed Johnny a lot and Evon even much more, so it was a good time. Although we are almost adults, I just can't help but feel like a secondary school student when I'm with Evon. Sometimes I miss secondary school life, although it wasn't the best time for me, it had some good times. Poly life is the one that I would not forget, but even someone like me likes to feel young, stupid and naive again.
The Camp Monthly Performance was good, good for my last MP. La Poupee was such a success in my opinion, lots of people has the same reaction when I composed 不是你, so I have high hopes for it. XUETING! I don't choose you coz there isn't any other singers, I choose you coz you are the best singer for it. Please be confident ok?
The other song with Gary was handicapped, coz Gary was sick. BUT, surprisingly the marks I saw weren't low and people said it was good. This song has a lot of sentimental value to it, so personally I don't really care if it does well. Overall I'm surprised it was better than I expected. ALTHOUGH Steve still has some sort of upper hand with his cheapo harmony. DAMMIT.
During the camp I learnt of some secrets. Some were scary and some could ruin many other friendships. I just don't like to know of such things but I believe its the right thing to have knowledge of such things. People who I thought were good became ruined by such dark secrets they keep. But hey, even I have dark secrets and I don't expect people to like me if they know about it. I believe everyone has a dark secret, that keeps them human and natural.
These few days have been so emotional tiring I couldn't help but sobbing in the handicap toilet for a few minutes. Sometimes you do things for people and shouldn't ask for anything back, coz thats how life is. Sometimes I think I'm crazy but they say a crazy person doesn't know he's crazy. So what am I?
I'm slowly readjusting my life back to normal now. Back to playing MMOs and drawing!
Just Because 12:06 AM
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