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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Nothing, I repeat, NOTHING can stop me from hating the ever dreadful MP results. I can't even begin to describe how much I hate it, how much I want to shred the whole concept to pieces. Jealous? Yeah, maybe I am, maybe I'm so jealous to the fact I'm simply blogging about it without a care in the world if anybody is going to read it. Its just so unjust. Coupled with the fact that the Ghost of Steve still haunts the top of the MP results. I am forever going to be in his shadow because I am never good enough. Honestly, I'm just so disappointed because I put so much heart into the song and it never really got recognized. The lack of applause after we finished the song was deafening.

I am just so bugged. No matter what I do, I can't be happy? What is preventing me from being happy? I do what I like and I'm constantly reminded of how substandard I am. You know, I'd like to have a moment when I can be told that I'm good and have proof for it.

Ok. I'm cranky. Let's start over with happy stuff.

I'm really excited with where my designing is taking me. My parents have decided to source out for T-shirt silkscreen printers to help distribute my work to people. I have designed this blue design...so if anybody likes blue, feel free to ask for a test T-shirt! Unfortunately, it only applies to women only. Sorry guys but girls' T-shirts are WAY easier to design. I'm going to design some shoes too..but that might take awhile coz I'm not familiar with which pen/paint to use.

My primary school classmates have organized a BBQ. But I'm not going. Why? I'm just not going. I find there is not point for me to go to a place where I see people who I don't want to see. They never did me any good. They weren't my real friends, even if they were, I didn't see it. Though as selfish as I am, I believe I did not have a good primary school life because of some people there. It was where I learnt that being a good boy never did anyone good. That's where I learnt to protect myself and told myself that the things they say were only words and words can't do shit to you. I probably regretted the way I have grown because of that, but in life its every man for himself. Some people might say I bear a grudge 8years too long, but that's the way I work.

Just Because
1:48 AM

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