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Friday, May 02, 2008

I had this dream last night talking to my friends.

Me: "I think I would look really good in brown hair!"
Friends (which included huihui and xueting. don't ask): " *nod* "

I practically LOL'ed when I just remembered this not long ago. I don't know what's so funny about it, maybe coz I said what I said with such confidence. LOL.

Ok that aside. Today I'm really disappointed again. Yet somehow, I felt that it wasn't such a surprise, since it has been done before. I got pangseh-ed again for god knows how many times again. Maybe it was my fault for not letting them stay till the next day afternoon. Just how many times do we have to cancel our meetings?

Cash Studio on Thusday was like, sad. Nobody out of the ordinary was there, except for the usual few K-addicts. We got kicked out early coz there was like a huge queue outside waiting. I realize we are among the minority who go there to sing chinese songs. Most of the posters there are oo malay singers, which made me really uncomfortable, I constantly felt there were people staring at me when I was outside in the waiting room. I need to go back to Kbox soon, no offence CashStudio.

Recently something happened. It had me thinking. (Emo mode switched *on* continue at your own risk) Is it still correct to be deeply concerned about the person that you gave up? I don't want to end up like some people, having that "if I can be happy with him/her, I would recommend/push him to other people" I'm not that psycho. It's been too long and i can't do this anymore. Recently people have been asking me to go drink their sorrows away. I used to do it coz I felt too depressed over this person and I needed to drink just because. Now I'm sort of over that person I don't see a need to return there anymore, but I still do miss the feeling of being drunk lol. Perhaps I'm still not over you.

In the end there's no one you can confide in except yourself. Its largely why I still talk to myself in the middle of the night to make me sleep.

Just Because
8:45 PM

QUACK

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