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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Just as when my FYP, my last year in NP and my last year in SCC wasn't enough, I have to deal with another heart-wrenching situation. You know that feeling when someone leaves you? You know that person is still on this earth, but somehow you know things are going to be different. I'm already plagued by my final year and entering NS, which can do shitty things to people's relationships outside NP. That is why I sincerely hate the idea of it. I know it "develops you into a stronger person", but it can do so many fucked up things to your educational course and your emotional ties with people.

Dear Avier,

So many things I wish to say to you but I think you can read my mind enough to know. I don't believe in best friends anymore but maybe I can start to believe in it again. There was this unconditional respect and trust that I had never receive from anyone close. 1 year is definitely too short for any magic to happen...but I happen to have two other friends who have been with me since my secondary school days and I am blessed to have remained in contact with them. I hope...no, I know I can do the same with you. I just really hope you can make more of an effort to be there whenever I need you, coz I'll do the same although I kinda know that you won't ask for it. There's still so many things we haven't done yet and though I'm leaving NP, I know it won't be the same when I return there next time.

I know I always complained about you not responding when I needed advice but recently I finally realized that it was not what you were good at. What you were good at is supporting and listening...which may be what I really need. After knowing so many people who harshly advice me, maybe its time I needed someone who just took in everything.

Although I know life was never easy for you, it can be quite troublesome to rely on me, but please do whenever possible.

Just Because
11:31 PM

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