Today was Clara's celebration at my house as usual. LOL sometimes I wonder if my house is really the best place to meet, seems like it convenient only for me! Anyways, I tried to wake up at 10am but Eileen woke me up instead coz of that awful dream I had of her being extra extra late for the celebration. Shopping for Clara's presents was a pain in the ass coz I was hoping Black Alice had some nice Lolita Bags but it was freaking small. I swear the shop is smaller than my toilet. And my toilet isn't big. A big big big thank you to Nadz who accompanied me all around town to get these stuffs.
This being the second time I've celebrated Clara's birthday, it really got me thinking how 1 year has passed by so easily. Today last year we were celebrating it with just the three of us. Me, Clara and Nazira. God knows where is she now, but I know that somehow we have grown a lot without her. Sometimes Clara would ask me "Do you miss her?" and truthfully I don't know what to say anymore. I do miss her company sometimes, but her being some kind of a judgmental person overwhelms my goodwilled feelings towards her. Yes we do miss her, but we are better off without her.
A few days ago I has the sweetest dream...only to wake up and realize it wasn't real. I still getting over it, bit by bit and honestly now...I need a big push coz I feel like I keep sinking back.
Just Because 2:26 AM
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