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Monday, December 03, 2007

It finally happened. The moment I have been sub-consciously waiting for. Once I heard the word, I knew it was time. Time to let go.

I finally realized why I was so attached to that chinese song 倔强, because it related to much to my own personality. I was so stubborn, believing that everything I heard, everything I saw, everything that people advised and told me were lies covering some truth that might provide me some comfort, knowing that I might have a slight chance.

I should've seen the signs. Three times, I can't believe I didn't believe something was wrong. Usually it wouldn't happen at all, but today...trice. Maybe the skies above were giving me a last good memory to hold on to before they finally dropped the bomb and make me let go. And I am thankful for that. At least...well...I have a nice story to tell next time, probably it might end up as a book. Ok wait. Off topic LOL.

I probably would expect some sort of wave of concern coming next, but I have to tell you guys to back off this time. Last thing I need is to misunderstand someone's goodwill again. Being nice to me is not going to give you anything good in return. I'm sorry if I sound harsh. to you guys.

Now...I will just have to live on without it, tears have been shed and thoughts planned out. And I feel like clubbing again, and nobody's going to stop me now. I am never, ever going to change for someone ever again.

Well I guess I'll see you next lifetime
Baby we'll be butterflies
I guess I'll see you next lifetime
That sounds so divine
lyrics from Next Lifetime by Erykah Badu

Just Because
11:02 PM

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