The past few days have been alright with me...not my best not my worst either. It seems I managed to kill off the yearning already, which is a good thing, no matter how long it takes. I know its good for me and I would definitely wont regret this. Right now I'm at this numb phase where everything seems so half-hearted to me, I hate it. Maybe I need sex...ok no LOL. I cannot believe I just typed that.
Onto other things...Eileen just gave me back my 80 bucks. No wonder I've been short on cash this month. Ok, time to buy that birthday present lol. Yes, I'm spending it on others, how thoughtful of me =\. CHRISTMAS IS COMING. Ok, I exaggerate. I'm not excited about Christmas at all this year. It does nothing for me, the anticipation of presents doesn't excite me, nor does spending it with your loved ones give me a fuzzy feeling inside. I guess I'll be alone this Christmas? Its a waste, yes, but right now maybe that's what I need. I was going to keep that promise of inviting Avier over to dinner coz she desperately wanted to try my mom's cooking. Adobo here we go.
Just Because 11:07 PM
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