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Saturday, November 24, 2007

I'm not going to lie. I feel like shit. You would be too if you found out everything you worked to perfect just got last place. Some people say they'd get very low marks for the "unserious" song. Look what happened to it, still got into the top 3. I have fallen into something like this before and I have stood up again. But this may be the last chance to prove any worth again in this school. And I failed. I failed like nobody's business.

People have seen me changed. I didn't used to spend so much time outside class in school. My whole world now is practically revolving around this single goal of proving myself in this club. Now I feel so stupid for putting so much time in and getting donkey balls in return. Enough about this, constantly putting in entries like this won't make me feel better.

Recently I have been asking around about how much I drink. Apparently, I drink a lot! LOL! I personally don't think I drink a lot to be considered an alcoholic, but I drink enough to be associated with the term. I don't know...drinking makes me happy? It kinda makes me forget about things for awhile and let the booze take me over. I wake up sometimes having felt so much rest it just makes me happy. I used to drink every weekend but now I don't really have time for that, or mood. I know it sounds a bit stupid, but it helps me forget about my problems for a tiniest bit of moment in my life so I can truly have fun without thinking about the next problem in my list. Its a bit like how you laugh at a joke but at the same time you are wondering about how to apologise to your friend who you just argued with. To me, that's not a real laughter.

Just Because
11:48 PM

QUACK

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