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Saturday, September 22, 2007

I looked back at my entries and realize how much of a wreck I have been these few weeks. I need to stop all this bullshit now and get my life back.

I don't know why I putting an entry in coz I don't really have any particularly interesting things I have to report that happened over the past few weeks, I just happened to be curious enough to read my own posts. And I was disgusted at how depressed I sound.

I know some people, in fact most people I hang out with, hate it when I get cranky, which was what I was feeling ever since...ok I'm gonna stop here coz if I do continue, I'm going to cue back to lost wallet. It happened during a pizza hut dinner where I suddenly said something really mean and cranky, which made everyone silent. Everyone needs attention, but not that kind of attention.

I can't remember when I found the need to be so cynical. I guess it is how I put up with all the name-calling and teasing in school. Be touchy and they will lay you off, I used to think. Now everyone in Poly is being so nice to me I just find it hard to quit that cynical attitute. Its like its part of what I really am. I didn't used to be like that before. I do enjoy it sometimes though, when I need to make myself feel witty or laugh.

Seems like my initially planned "awesome last holiday" wasn't awesome as it turns out to be. Only left with less than a month to celebrate, I don't think I can do much but I will enjoy myself in ways I can manage. I will sleep easy tonight though, rest assured.

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2:17 AM

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