Of this tangled mess of strands that I have made up of my life, let Me pick the path that pleases You.

Friday, August 31, 2007

This was supposed to be my last holiday, I thought it HAD to be filled with fun and good memories? What happened to them?

This morning I left the house to go to Bishan, stupid Marymount Road to go for my first day on the job. It was some animation thingy that Charis let me in on. Supposedly it was a 5 working day kinda internship, I was expecting some sort of drawing in-betweens and stuff. On my way to the busstop, a crow swooped down on my head, with its claws scraping the top of my head. It was more scary than painful, leaving me in slight shock and scrambling to check if the bugger shat on me or something.

Turns out not only did I didn't get the job, I lost my wallet too. This was definitely the worst day in these few years. At that time I was only thinking of one thing and it wasn't my wallet. Am I stupid? Of all the times I chose to think about it. I need some psychological priority management.

Well enough about that I have loads to talk about. Just the day before somebody from the past rang up and told me how sorry she is. I mean, its been close to half a year and the most probable reason that she suddenly miraculously felt remorse was beyond me. She's in a good school now, I respect that. Forgiving seems beyond the question, I even kept the screenshot of all the things she said to me, all the vulgarities that were spewed. Although not intentionally by her, it seemed like she was trying to intrude our happy times with Clara and Eileen. She is no longer in our lives and between me and Clara its better she remains that way.

Between Monday to Wednesday was my Secondary School chalet. Its always fun to just sit back and relax a few days with your secondary school friends, one part of my life which I feel friends are in their most sincere form. Not that the rest of my friends are fake or pretentious, I just feel I can truly let loose with my secondary school friends. I don't proclaim any sort of immense suffering, but I know I didn't enjoy my Secondary and Primary School due to some people. Making up for lost time perhaps?

Wednesday night was really fun! I went to MOS, actually supposed to get in for free but SOME PEOPLE chose to be one and a half hours late. It totally killed about 60% of my mood. Damn you Evon and Steve! In the end I had to pay 20 bucks to get in, while the girls get in for free. I could've been desperate to wear a skirt but I shall retain my decency and try not to make anyone's eyes bleed. In there I ordered a jug, yes a JUG of screwdriver, something which my mom taught me and probably the only special concoction I know of lol. Of course I went insane and starting dancing with everyone. I remembered dancing crazily with Xiaowei, someone which I'm not remotely close with, but nevertheless she was the most on person at that time. The 80's section was BORING so we went to the HipHop section. Way to crammed but much more enjoyable. I told Evon I was most likely going to regret my actions the next day coz I was really wild, gawd. According to Ken and Steve, I grinded them. Like wtf, it wasn't intentional. Perhaps I was too tipsy? I DON'T KNOW. Don't blame me, blame the screwdriver.

I went home with Evon in the cab. She brought a plastic bag along and vomited in it. lol. She then proceeded to hug the bag which was really gross. She kept pinching and looking at the Egg McMuffin that was in the midst of smelly semi-liquid. I called it her "Baobei" lol.

so that's the gist of the most busy 5 days in my life. I wish I could've written more, but I don't have that much of a patience. So yeah.

Just Because
8:25 PM