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Thursday, July 19, 2007

I still don't understand why people like to comment on what I should put or how ethically wrong my blog entries sound. I don't mind comments, but when you're telling me how I shouldn't write stuff in there, you're crossing the line. Yes, I'm specifically targeting a single person about this and that person STILL hasn't got my more-than-obvious hints. One more time I'm going to spit in your face, seriously. And yeah, don't act smart and try to ask me who it is, coz ITS YOU.

Ahem.

Back to my normal posting. My armpits are still sweating. Fuck. I hate it, its so disgusting, yet there's no extra body odor. Stupid roll-on, I will not put such things ever again. This has been going on for more than a month.

I don't know if I'm going to regret this but is it right to be anxious to get in a relationship? Some people, like Huiyi, says that I must try is, the experience is nice. But some people warn me against it, for it brings unwanted emotional baggage. Sometimes it hurts to see someone so near but so far. Bleh, I don't know. I just want to do as many things before I go to army. Tsk, jumping from one prison to another.

I realised I haven't been taking my fitness very seriously. So I jio-ed some friends for a before-sleep and after-awake exercise regime. 40 Situps. Its not much, but at least I'm doing something. Hopefully it will help me be more confident about myself. After the stomach comes the arms...whoo.

I just asked my friend last night on the taxi home. If I'm as good-looking as people constantly say I am, where is the proof? I wouldn't even have to lift a finger for people to come queuing up to be my other half. Sadly, its not the case. Means most of the people who tell me these things are lying. I used to be happy with myself, looking in the mirror and thinking "hmm...I look ok." Then reality sets in that even in a crowded bus no one wants to sit beside me. Slightly insulted but more of feeling alone. Okay, I shall stop this nonsense coz it is balancing on the border of self-pitying and self-absorbing.

The guitar course was cool! I think I know how to play some songs...but I really suck at strumming stuff accurately, they always sound screechingly painful, especially the C major. urgh. I was thinking of performing a Amy Winehouse or a Joss Stone, but I realized the chords on their songs are frigging hard. Someone should destroy F major. Now I'm thinking of Michelle Branch or a Kelly Clarkson.

Just Because
12:34 AM

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