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Monday, December 25, 2006

So Christmas is here. My thoughts come in the millions, if thoughts can ever be measured. Some happy and of course, being a mildly confessed emo-kid, some sad. Its festive seasons like this that bring out the best and the worst in you. I don't know about you guys, but in the recent years Christmas has got me thinking really hard.

It isn't about the presents anymore coz I don't get more than a handful and it decreases every year. Surprisingly, I'm more eager to receive well wishes from those whom I haven't heard from a while. I keep all the cards people give me, so that I can have that moment in life when I can look back and smile. Yes, I confess, it used to be and still will be partly because of the presents that I'm so excited about christmas. And for the first time, I don't feel excited about Christmas.

Its not that I know I won't get presents, its more of who I won't get to spend it with. I know my past mistakes of talking about certain individuals here that I shouldn't have, so I won't mention it here. Let's just say it would be a better christmas if certain people were around.

I never spent christmas with my friends before and probably its better this way. Somehow I cannot spend it without my family members, its become such a tradition to spend it with family that when I spend it with my friends I feel my relatives will feel left out. This reminds me of someone who said to me something about "Christmas is so much more than the presents". At that moment I felt ashamed. Ashamed that other people had the shame shallow thoughts as me. For years I have awaited the end of the year, anticipating the thrill of opening presents laid before me. But now, I simply stare at my computer screen listening to nostalgic christmas songs. Have I finally matured? Maybe...

On a final note I'd like to wish every reader a Very Merry Christmas and hoping for the best. The new year will definitely be tougher than the last, but hey, we love challenges, don't we?

Just Because
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