Of this tangled mess of strands that I have made up of my life, let Me pick the path that pleases You.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I had a really bad hangover yesterday morning, due to the drinking I did the night before. This, was my worst hangover I ever had. Really I never drank too much, just like 3 Tiger glasses and a Singapore Sling. My father said it was the Tiger. I tend to agree. The worst part was that I dont even like Tiger. I never get hangovers from drinking Choya. I love Choya that way, but not the plums at the bottom of the bottle. I never ate those...eeww.

If you wanna know how many things I did and regretted, Im sure you'd expect I said "too many". Of course, many people would say the same thing, just that everyone's version of "too many problems" varies. A lot. i know a friend who recently posted an entry about how she wasted a few years of her life. But im glad she learned from it. I too made quite a few mistakes myself, some I'd take to the grave, but most I tend to share with those people I deem worthy, most often than I wanted to, they usually betray my trust. I dont mind, I just blame myself I trusted them too much.

When it comes to friends, I tend to treat them very seriously. Friends cannot be bought, cannot be sold, but they also cannot be there when you want them. For Clara and Nazira, they give me an outlet to express my feelings and obsessions where I cannot put them anywhere else. And I thank them for that. Everyone or two entries I talk about them, they are really important to me, but i seriously questions how important am I to them. That's kinda sad for me. I dont want to end up fighting and hearing them say: "You never really were a good friend. just a friend." Seriously I would cry if it ever comes to that.

Christmas is coming and my family wants to go overseas...well maybe not. They have been talking about it but at the same time my sister is coming over on the 14th. She's like, totally old, but Im gonna bring her to MOS =) She totally needs to get laid, im telling ya.

Its Cinematography now and Im wondering what am I going to do about my Final Year Project. I really dont want to work in groups, but without groups, you cant do big-scale projects without them. Ideas may clash, that's my whole peeve with grouping. And frankly, 8 people is a lot of ideas to bounce about, Im seriously doubting if i can do what I want. I want to do what I want and not what they want, just to be in a group. No way in hell am I going to be in that group if it ever comes to it. But then again, my ideas of "doing what I want" isnt very big. I love to write but my english isnt as good as say, Charis. I know she's good, even her blog is good. I want to illustrate, put my ideas in canvas but I know im not as good as other people out there.

The best thing I can tell myself is that I try. I try. But not enough.

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