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Sunday, December 31, 2006

The concert was......not very successful. What can I say, its organized by students and by the post a few weeks ago, you should know how frustrated I am by the publicity. I enjoyed being a part of it, but I dont enjoy not being a big part of it. I wish I could do more, I wish I could be the one who is getting ready to go up to stage to perform MY own songs. Its so frustrating and disappointing to see people actually having the chance and experience to go up there and perform.

I've always wanted to perform on stage, be it for a competition or not. I love singing and I embrace people who love singing as well but when it seems like everyone is getting somewhere and you're not, it becomes a little lonely at the bottom. Many a times I felt like shedding a tear, for the chance that got away, for questioning my reason for being an usher, for being so cold to them. I wish I could promise myself to write more songs and accomplishing them afterwards. But I cant. I have too much things on my hands and inspiration......well...its doesnt come easy. I wont be trying for competitions anymore coz I think its a waste of time if i go. The point is, promising is so much easier than fulfilling it. It takes real strength to finish what you strive for. And that strength takes you places.

My father recently asked me to go for a lot of classes. It sounds really tempting but im really worried about our financial condition. This is not the place to talk about this but I have no where else to express it to. I really want to continue singing classes...coz I feel I can do much more. I know this may not be a valuable skill...but I'd like to have it.

I sincerely apologise to my readers for posting another self-moping entry. Sometimes when no one bothers, you always have a blog to make you pity yourself. Its my way of getting over things. I hope you guys understand.

Just Because
12:03 AM

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