I noticed I dont really like my blogskin anymore...but Im sososo lazy to change cos of all the realigning of entries and shit. Well Im gonna do it some day, a special day i guess.
Speaking of special days, my father promised me a Mac like 2Months ago. Yea i know its wayyy overdue, but im hopeful. I rejected all offers for a nice birthday present just for him to speed up the arrival of the Mac. I just cant wait...I dont even know why. Essentially Mac doesnt have a world of a difference from Windows, its probably just the aesthetics. Being groomed in MMA to be design-sensitive, we have all evolved into design-craving aesthetic whores. Every single thing we look [or maybe its just me] requires a certain amount of artistic approach before I can call it, good, or in layman terms "steady". I guess I can never go back being the way I was 2years ago, not that I want to anyways.
My birthday passed like its was nothing. I try really hard to feel that it was a birthday to remember, but no i just cant. It wasnt eventful at all and I thought 18 birthdays were supposed to be your "coming of age" point in your life. I did get 5minutes of hangover...well it wasnt the first time. I like to thank everyone again for making this birthday, albeit a lacklustre one, successful. *prays for a mandragora doll*
I usually tell people I dont mind not having presents, but sometimes you need to give me something, right? Nazira and Clara said they have their Os, so I dont really mind if my present is delayed. My peeve here is that me and Clara are surprising Nazira with a LOT of presents that she likes, not just some random ferrero rocher. That includes yaoi 18+ manga [making use of my seniority WAHAHA], a Sora action figure with a god-knows price tag, a collaboration art from me and Clara of her favorite yaoi couple and a little hug...ok maybe no hug. I wish I had a best friend like myself, never had any best friends. The more i think about it, the more I feel disgusted with myself expecting something in return when Im giving so much. There's joy in giving too...right? RIGHT? Im giving someone else a surprise present, guess who *coughnov14cough*
Now im in the school library doing some project when i can sleep more at home playing FFXII. Well, school's a bitch and so m i...sometimes.
I saw this one book in Kino that I really wanted for a long time. It was a runebook with the elder futhark in it, i have been praying and hoping Kino would order such a book. But they HAD to import tarot, tarot and more tarot cards and books. Its disgusting even trying to imagine thousands of ah-lians wannabe fortune tellers helping their other ah-lian friends to read their so called bright future with doraemon tarot cards. No offense to the blue cat or banana thingy. I dont really want to tell anybody's future [though if you ask me, i wont reject] moreover Im very interested in all the lore that surrounds it. It might even aid me in my inspirational process. It may sound like a load of donkeycrap, yeah, but its true.
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Not like you need to know but...
19 on 9/11
Male
Ponyland
WISHLIST
A totally pointless section.
A band
Anything Yellow
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