Its hard not to get disappointed. I hope I wont get disappointed tomorrow. Because Im like rushing to Funan to grab the FFXII LIMITED ED OST. My god its so pretty my heart and hands are itchy like mad.
My PP looks Ok lar. Actually the background Anita sure say too empty, but I dont care coz i spent like 6hours doing the fucking tree. And another 6-8hours colouring my character which is a girl with some fanciful headgear. Its nothing too fancy, the illustration i mean. I seriously have to try hard coz my BA is already getting a C.
Im so disappointed this semester. My BA got a C. Its so depressing. The AD i got last semester was a total confidence booster. But still my GPA is 3.2+, whilst everyone else is 3.3 and above. I dare not tell everyone but here it is. My 3DM is also in pieces. I see Jianhao's, Jiajin's and even Nadz's redone [about three times right?] model and i look at mine. I totally have no talent at modelling.
What can i do? I ask myself. My CG skills are amateurish, i cant model properly, i get a C for animation. Well at least i got a 26/30 for my story. That, at the very least, is a confidence booster.
As for the Racial Harmony thingy, i found out i wasnt in. I was actually in for the main committee for the year end concert. Like wtf lar, only backstage. I want to perform. Am i that bad at singing? Each time i enter an audition im always THIS close to getting in. Well so much for my dreams. Maybe i shouldnt think singing as a competitive ability but a hobby from now on...yeah that's better.
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opened: 25 July 2007 1:15AM
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19 on 9/11
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Ponyland
WISHLIST
A totally pointless section.
A band
Anything Yellow
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