Today i came to school crying. I don't know how many times this has happened, but normally i wipe them off before i come up to class, coz sum1 would usually be there oredi. But today, nobody was there. iu was the first one. Almost automatically, they just flowed. I got scolded again. How many times, i dont know. Mayb i dont even care how many times, just that it happens. Over some contact lens, or i dont call home or i do sumthg "girly". I hate that word. Girly. Sometimes i wonder why i respect them so much where they dont give me any. The ending point was when they curse at me. As, parents i think they should hv the simple decency to refrain from using that word. They no longer give me respect, why should i? But i was never that kind of person who believed in two-way treatment. My friends always talked about moving out and shouting at their parents, getting grumpy, getting no love at home. I always thought that was ridiculous. Now i know what they meant. The worse thing was this "girly" thing. I don't know what i should feel or say about this. Wearing eyeliner is girly? This statement alone... Going out with girls.......girly? Drawing girls.........girly? Next thing i expect him to say is the "Memoirs of a geishia" book i bought i girly. Kinda expected from him.
Just Because 8:24 AM
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