Im sure many families have their ups and downs. For now, my family is in the low. Not as low as before, but im sure its one of the lowest points. I used to hv like $350-$400 every month. Which was quite ok, for a secondary school kid. I get to save up and buy my stuff and shit. Well, now its a bit different. I get like $300. Say, isnt the same? No lar...its quite different. Now my father lost his job and now is bankrupt. My mom has to get her job back[I bow down to your courage]. Its my life. In the past, i have never demanded for expensive stuff. I tried to moderate or even dismiss the idea of buying it altogether. I understand our plight now. We are under a really tight budget now. I try not to implusively shop on stuff. Even the converse shoes u wanted to buy for me i oso reject and ask u to save. Inside, it hurts a lot. It used to be the case that it didnt really matter to me. Now, u keep on scolding me and reminding me how tight our budget is. I really tried my best. I hold back on a lot of things oredi. You keep on saying: "Few more months we will be stable ler" You said that way back in december. Its not im trying to be selfish. I oso hv my needs. I oredi been holding back so much things oredi. Mayb its time for me to get sumthg back? Or mayb you hv to give and dun expect to receive anythg back? Tmr i going Bugis im so scared to look at the things i wan. But i will try. I noe sum guys out there are having it worse than me. Dun depise me for being a spoilt brat. i won act pityful infront of every1 coz i noe there r ppl worse off than me. May sunshine light ur way.
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